I did it (?)

Yes I did it, I did my final project presentation last Tuesday. Yes of course the result comes wonderful as I expected.

I remember when the moderator (my supervisor) closed the session, one of the judges-lecturer interrupts and she proposes another last question.

“Have you been living abroad?, your English is great.” she asked curiously.

And I said : “oh Yes, I wish I was born somewhere in Malawi and adopted by Madonna.”

You wont believe my answer right? Hehehee.

Anyway now it’s time to collect my scattered life back again, tidy my room all over, remove all of the trash traces of unused final project print. Delete and clean my desktop from unnecessary shortcut, etc etc etc.

The worst part is, first, there is still a horrible final paper revision. Second, I am still waiting for unpublished marks from particular subjects so that I can safe enough to declare that I am going to graduate.

The fact that I have several job offerings here and there (you won’t believe that I got offering to be a lecturer in my faculty) but it doesn’t flatter me at all, it confuses me even more.

My parents demand me to be government employee (duh?!), my circle friends has already gone somewhere in Dubai working for oil company, some were working in a well known bank, high profile company, multinational company and so on and so forth wearing their business suit and tie.

Don’t you know the tension I felt over here?!?

What should I pick what step should I take if there are lots of doors open?

If pursuing your dreams is not makes you parents happy, will you still chase it?

Heck, I will still do it.

*P.S : anyone have job offerings?